this entry feels like a twitter recap

  • Apr. 19th, 2013 at 12:42 AM
antoj: (mocking)
so i guess i'm all into posting one entry a month!!!!

does anyone remember when i used to post like 89 entries a day? man weren't those dark times...

my life is super boring as always!! been working!! been doing not much of anything...

I finally got a book case for my room. so now i have books on it. i got a huge one though and all the books i brought with me literally fit on one shelf. lol. just as planned

ive been also super obsessed with dan vs. for a while now, actually. its like one of those shows i watched one day cuz i was bored (srsly i think i was sick that day when i was just watching w/e was on tv lol)) but then realized it was literally the best thing ever. ever.

how much is super obsessed??? how about 500+ pages of written stuff. (over 230k words!) LOLoLoLLlOl to be fair its not all mine. co-op writing stuff with [personal profile] thekayla, BUT REGARDLESS... we're kind of crazy but its amazing and i regret NOTHING. the only thing i dont like is that the hub seems to hate the show and it makes me want to burn their office to the ground i learned from dan how to deal with problems basically season 4 is like ????????????????????

so idk

i really think if it was on another channel it would be 29841098229x more popular. no one watches the hub except for pony fans, and a lot of pony fans dont even have the hub, because its not a common channel for cable providers to carry. and then the network dudes gave dan vs the worst time slot ever and then cry when no one watches it. I WONDURR WHY NO ONE WATCHES IT :UUUUUUUUU (its a puzzlement!!!!)

maybe im just buttmad because they seem to be purposely burying a great show and hoping everyone forgets about it. idk.


uh also unrelated to that...stuff... i beat bioshock infinite. yay!!! gaming!!!!!!!11!!! its pretty much the only game ive played recently? idk my life anymore. lol

ive also been itching to do craft projects again even though my arm is like NERP. i mentioned it on deviantart and then suddenly my roommate borrowed the sewing machine from her mom and said i could use it??? im like....o-okay? im a little excited to try it but ive never used one before like ever so im like ".....???" regardless, if i can work on stuff faster without blowing up my stupid broken elbow nerve that would be cool because i like making things... i want to get better but i cant if i dont make things and i cant make many things like this!!

also speaking of craft things. i need some faux fur, but anywhere i find to buy it online is like BUY 288094 YARDS OR NONE. i dont need a ton. i dont even need 1/4th a yard. is there anywhere i can get my hands on some scraps or something? i'll pay for them obviously but i just hate spending money on 100 mountains of fabric i'll never use. also because i can never throw it out lol

also my car has gotten 2 flat tires in a month and might possibly have a third. starting to get paranoid that someone hates my car and its pissing me off. who gets this many flat tires?!?!! /flips desk

the end

not dead

  • Mar. 18th, 2013 at 5:10 PM
antoj: (Ha Ha)
sup my jouranlite buddies!???!

what's up?!?!

i haven't been around lately because uhm... i'm lazy. No really... actually my friend [personal profile] thekayla came out to visit and it was like super fun. we got to go to disneyland ~for free~ because my brother works there now. also i rode the tower of terror because i had always wanted to. i have a strange love for the twilight zone and i just needed to see the themeing. turns out it is probably my new favorite ride. i don't understand everyone who ever told me it was terrible (read: almost everyone) ITS AMAZING. i wanna ride it 100 times.

sad we didn't get to ride the dumb cars ride though. it's fun but it had like 8098949748298421 people all day every day waiting for it, and they ran out of fast passes about 30 seconds after the park opened so uhm.....yeah. perhaps next time!?

but then when she went home i got sick. i'm currently in the process of coughing my lungs inside out and it's super duper awesome.

how many of you LJ buddies are going to move to DW/already have a DW when LJ forces that horrible new "FRIENDS FEED" thing on us? im already posting from DW and i read my DW page but seems like barely anyone posts on it lol.

also i'll try to comment more. ive actually read pretty much everything that's been posted since i updated last but so lazy......

today i bought a my little pony bag because i'm SO COOL. it will match my wallet. which is also ponies.

being an adult is hard


  • Jan. 2nd, 2013 at 9:00 PM
antoj: (casual)
remember i did a dumb games meme for NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! last year? no? well i did. it was this.

i did it again for this year. I ALSO DILIGENTLY MARKED DOWN ALL MY GAMES FOR THE ~*~WHOLE YEAR~*~ for the most part.

notice the sudden decline in games (and activity on dreamwidth livejournal) and link it to the fact that i've been crazy addicted to outernauts. oh no im one of those people.

anyway here is the thing

under the cut!!!!!!!!!!! )

also someyear i will finish bioshock. that year was not this year. whoop whoop.

life update coming someday maybe or maybe not. my life is dumb and boring, but good things might be happening soonish. we see.


  • Nov. 27th, 2012 at 4:22 PM
antoj: (plotting)
spent the weekend being sick!!!! isn't that cool!?


oh well. just now starting to get better, though I still feel as though my energy is on empty all the time, so I'm not doing much...

I started playing DXHR again because that game is just amazing. inFamous is definitely my ~*~ one true~*~ game love, as it were, but DXHR is a close second... very close. Even after playing it so much and then re-playing it again now its still super fun and I just love everything about it. lol.

uhhmmmmm. ive also been working a lot. lolollo my life is boring the end.

been meaning to post here again

  • Oct. 31st, 2012 at 10:34 PM
antoj: (Bullshit)
but not like this...

so, LJ, our time is coming to a close?

that new "beta" friends page will be forced upon everyone whether they like it or not once it's done. confirmed by LJ staff member here.

that's good.

because i like being blinded by LJ when i read it.

:\ anyone here moving to dreamwidth? I already have an account, if a lot of you guys go, I will too. I don't know if I can read the new page. I suffer light sensitivity issues and reading that page for too long will trigger headaches. sucks to be me i guess.


gross smells

  • Sep. 19th, 2012 at 1:40 PM
antoj: (sarif jensen)
crandles is coping slightly better... JUST SLIGHTLY.

anyway im posting this because i am curious... i just got a figure in the mail of some COOL GUY that no one knows who is i am sure but he reeks like cigarettes.


funny because i half suspected it. the auction description didnt list this as a possible issue, but the guys eBay profile did (i went to it to see if he had anything else listed for sale) but i noticed this /after/ i already won the figure... so i suspected he would, and he does, but its horrible. :( I don't like being near him and i fear his stink will wipe off on my other things. anyone know any ideas to make the smell go away?

also some of his joints are really lose, more specifically the waist joint, its a turning one but its weird. I suppose it wont matter since I'll likely be posing him on a shelf forever but it still bugs me.

:I still got him for a pretty good deal though... but i am a bit annoyed.

crandles can't cope

  • Sep. 16th, 2012 at 6:53 PM
antoj: (Creepy)
ok so here is a picture of the new cat clicky.

he's cute. and hyper. VERY HYPER. lol.

Crandles doesn't like him though. At all. I feel really bad for her. When I came home from work yesterday she came to greet me as per usual, but crawled out from behind the television to do it. :(

Today when I woke up, she was back behind the tv again. The kitten was put in the other room and I coaxed her out from behind the TV, then I put her in my room again and she's been in here all day since then. I feel bad for her because she's tried to leave twice, only to come running back in less than 5 seconds later because she saw the kitten again.

I wonder how long it will take her to adapt, or if there's something I can do to let her warm up to him. I mean, I assume she will anyway, and he is put in the other room at night so she can have free roam then... and... I have some water/food for her in my room... but still. She isn't used to this. :(

It's been two days though, and Crandles isn't the best at coping with new things (LIKE ME) but she is my kitty so I just feel like I need to do something. :(


too early to judge

  • Sep. 14th, 2012 at 12:20 PM
antoj: (well)
So turns out Fuse actually is Overstrike but reworked. Insomniac posted a really cool trailer about it last night (a trailer that was originally delayed because of legal issues (sad)). I thought it was awesome. It showed off some of the new weapons that are going to be in the game, and Insomniac's specialty is making crazy awesome weapons, so they look great.

And then a lot of people were being quite negative on it. I didn't understand it. They kept insisting the game was "dead" because they changed the cartoony look to be more realistic? That was it. Said the "humor" was gone and the game was dead all judged off the newer art style. The trailer didn't even have any character dialogue in it. How could they know if it had all the humor removed? OH WAIT. WE DON'T. Insomniac has already said the soul of the game is still there. But everyone is so quick to call it a generic FPS without even seeing anything else.

I started actually commenting to people on youtube about it... Doubt it made much of a difference but at least no one was jerks about it (i've heard people on youtube can be) ...and then somewhere in my replies Insomniac thanked me for being a fan. SO AT LEAST THERE'S THAT. Sigh.

In other news there is no other news. I've just been reading comics and playing games to pass the time. Oh, well, just kidding. There's a new cat in our house but I didn't get very good pictures of him yet, so I won't post any.

the end

all stars

  • Jul. 15th, 2012 at 1:21 PM
antoj: (Cole Russian)
yes omg look what happened i woke up today and then this

SUDDENLY I NEED THIS GAME MORE THAN I NEED ANYTHING. ok now all that's left on my all stars wishlist is MOAR INSOMNIAC. ratchet & clank and something from resistance. PREFERRABLY NATHAN HALE but im not sure how many shooter characters they can add w/o it getting stale so i will take a chimera if they don't do hale. JUST SOMETHING GDI.

also i see a lot of people asking for crash bandicoots and spyro and THIS WOULD BE COOL bcuz then all the insomniac and all the naughty dog, but my only problem with this is that they are using the newest costumes for each of these characters (like Jak is Jak 3, and Cole is inFamous 2/etc) so im thinking if they did they'd probs use the fugly new spyro and derp crash AND I DNW. so thats my only problem with that.

but srsly all stars, needs more insomniac and then i will love you forever.

also what else uhm I LIKE THAT COLE'S DEFAULT IN THIS TRAILER IS HERO COLE? that's kind of cool. hero cole is canon dont even question me i am hoping there is alternate costume for original inFamous cole because inFamous 2 cole still has a stupid face. i will never be over it

also in the jak trailer radec uses the stahl arms arc canon and i think i peed a little when i realized it. EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS GAME IS AMAZING.

burning skies makes me angry

  • Jul. 10th, 2012 at 1:49 PM
antoj: by <user name="antoj">; Dan Vs: Dan (unimpressed)
i played a bunch of that crappy Resistance Vita game yesterday.

everything about it is making me mad. And not even gameplay. The gameplay isn't too bad, I guess. The shoehorned in touch screen controls are a little...weird... and the AI is bad, but but everything else is making me mad about it. the game looks like crap. and the story. everything about the story makes me mad too. it doesn't make sense in the resistance canon and i just... I JUST CANNOT EVEN. i accidentally got spoilered for the end of it too, and I don't even care, really, but hearing what the last boss is? EVERY SINGLE BIT OF RAGE. its so stupid and I just....ruhihksdjkjsdlga.

actually what made me the most mad was a forced resistance 2 reference. one of the characters is just like OH BUT NATHAN HALE and im like no. no. you do not speak that name, unholy resistance game. plus it was like, your lady sidekick who exists only to scream obvious things at you. she is not even a soldier. she should not even know who nathan hale is. it was just the most forced ref in the entire world and it made me madder than it should. but this is why everything about this game's story is fail and butts.

and then like 2 hours after i was done playing my vita my arm got all super hurt times and it's STILL hurting. i am just wondering if now playing vita games triggers more pain. its like i can't do anything without it getting worse. nothing. whenever it gets better im like OH MAYBE I'LL FINALLY TRY MAKING xyz but then my arm is like NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE.

resistance vita and spec ops

  • Jul. 1st, 2012 at 3:18 PM
antoj: (well)
THIS ENTRY IS JUST TALKING ABOUT GAMES. everyone on my flist loves games, right!?1/1/1!??/1!

first is kind of a sad disappointing game. resistance never deserved this. :'c

second is an AMAZING OH MY GOD I LOVE IT game. spec ops was well worth the long wait.

also somewhat related. did anyone hear of the Watch Dogs ARG fail?

well. i was on that. i have like. 70 emails in my inbox from these guys. all because ubisoft accidentally my email. it was hilarious until some dbag started adverting his dumb tumbly. i like how ubisoft has said nothing about this, despite accidentallying like 1000 email addresses. NBD THIS HAPPENS DON'T SAY ANYTHING. can i have a free copy of watch dogs for getting all of these email spam including from some hipster dbag and his tumbly.

i would share caps of the email chain because some of the replies are hilarious (all the ones calling ubisoft failures, mostly) but gmail is being a jerkbag and i cant figure out how to cap an entire chain of like 70 gmails. if someone can tell me i will show you.

Resistance: Burning Skies )

Spec Ops: The Line )


  • Jun. 25th, 2012 at 2:52 PM
antoj: (condescending stahl)
disneyland was cool. went with [ profile] sorcererhuntres, [ profile] kyogres and [ profile] okapifeathers and was fun. went on...mostly everything? I'm sure we missed things but I wouldn't know what they were because I havent been in like FOREVER.

i got a headache a few hours in and it never went away (and in fact i woke up with it still here too lolloolloo) but luckily im used to headaches all the time that... idk, it could be worse!!!!!!!


and everything i ate was unhealthy because i clearly take the best care of myself. srsly all i ate was fries and some cheese sticks. .....and 1 painkiller which did nothing for my headache :D

also none of the stupid pictures i took posted because too many people on the network. jerks but i doubt it was a real tragedy.

yes idk. headache.

also tomorrow i get to pick up a game ive been looking forward to for over a year!!!!! it's weird to finally realize im getting it now because it got delayed a few times since i'd started watching it BUT ITS REAL AND ITS COMING and i want it.

i went to a place. i read a book.

  • Jun. 21st, 2012 at 10:00 PM
antoj: (good for you)
so today i went and hung out with [ profile] sorcererhuntres, [ profile] kyogres and [ profile] okapifeathers... and it was really fun. it was a better way to end my day than the frustrating people at work. :D

oh also i'm going to disneyland with them on sunday. i haven't been since..............2003. so this should be interesting. i'm probably going to be the only one there to go w/o a pokemon plush BUT I DIDN'T TELL THEM THIS. im going to bring my adam jensen figure and take pictures of him and post them on twitter. bcuz what is my life. he will stick out from all the pokemon plush and it will be hilariously amusing to me. yes. so im pretty excited. I GOTTA GET UP EARLYYYYYYYYYYY cuz im driving them there now. but in turn i get paid slightly for parking aww yeaa so im ok with this.

i had to put gas in my car too and i was like my windsheilds are kinda lookin like butts. so i used one of those little squeegee things they have there. uhm. made it worse. like 50% worse. now my windows look like crap. i gotta rewash them before i anyone in my car :'c i'll be ashamed.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand then yesterday i finish the killzone book. like......all of it. in one day. IT WAS TOO GOOD. it follows the game pretty closely, taking small things out (:'c) and adding some things in (some of it was good, one element in particular kind of irritated me bcuz it was forced in for no reason) BUT IT WAS GOOD. i kept reading up and being like OH A STAHL SCENE IS COMING UP IMMA KEEEEEEEEP READING > repeat till end of book.

yes i regret nothing.

new harddrive.

  • Jun. 19th, 2012 at 2:15 PM
antoj: (good for you)
i tend to get overly paranoid with my things. especially if its an electronic device with a lot of important data on it. I've gone through so many harddrives because I've declared them dying (maybe before they actually were) and i also have a bin with like 20 old hdd in it. no jokes my last drive actually WAS dying.

that is making clicky death noises randomly (but not quite dead...yet) and also taking forever and 90 years to open a file folder. (srsly my internet was faster than opening my documents)

SO I GOT A NEW DRIVE. now i have 935gb of space. the only bad thing is having to reinstall EVERY SINGLE THING. it feels like i should at least have more new components in my computer after that, BUT NOPE ITS THE SAME OLD SLOW CRAP that won't even play alan wake :'c :'c :'c

i named my "NEW SYSTEM" stahlarms though because i am clearly not all creeping on stahl/killzone 3 atm. nope not at all.

i need to name the harddrive now too. it needs to be cool. but i will probably just call it Flea-Tortilla something. don't ask OH TOO LATE


actually i had a lot more programs in my start menu in my old setup. but i dont even remember what i had installed. i feel like it should be important because i use the start menu instead of desktop shortcuts desktop icons are ugly AND I JUST I DONT KNOW. im sure i'll remember. eventually.

this post is pointless but i'm waiting for junk to transfer/install and i feel like i can't do much of anything else!!!!!!!!!!!


  • Jun. 15th, 2012 at 9:04 PM
antoj: (stahl)
so a few weeks ago i replayed killzone 3 because [ profile] thekayla said i should when i asked all of twitter what game i should replay. because idk how to play new games

and then well.


yes ok.

moar talking about the things and photos of da books bcuz i leik takin pics of things i buy and typin with horrible non-existant grammor and spelling )


  • Jun. 4th, 2012 at 8:25 PM
antoj: (plotting)
WELP. nothing inFamous related AT ALL came out of E3. I'm super disappointed, to say the least. They even name-dropped Cole in the start of the conference and it got me so super excited AND THEN......nothing. Not even a reveal for All-Stars. The new characters turned out to be Nathan Drake (from Uncharted ofc) and the Big Daddy from Bioshock. |:

No Overstrike. Nothing really for Vita except the new Assassin Creed game...

Quantic Dream did announce their new game which looks pretty interesting. I have somewhat of a personal problem with it that I won't get into here as I'm sure I'll get over it... but yeah. I'd like to know more about the plot. :I It looks impressive so far though.

However the one game that did catch my attention? WATCH DOGS. From the Ubisoft panel. When it started with the explanation trailer I was like "what am I watching. what is this. what" but it was super interesting...and it panned out from there and by the end I was trying to throw money at my TV.

trailers under this )

e3 is tomorrow!!!!!!

  • Jun. 3rd, 2012 at 2:49 PM
antoj: (stahl)
E3 IS TOMORROW. I'M SO EXCITED. You can't even comprehend. well maybe you can by the amount of times i've mentioned it.

but i'm posting this to make my list of HOPES AND DREAMS to come out of this. some of these are unlikely, some of them aren't... and some of them are just LOL IN YOUR DREAMS. but i can hope ok.

a playfire gem

  • May. 31st, 2012 at 2:49 PM
antoj: (eyeroll)
yesterday i was feeling exceptionally opinionated about inFamous.

it resulted in someone with the worst english i've ever seen attempt to call me names.

details )

best coincidence ever

  • May. 30th, 2012 at 6:31 PM
antoj: (LOL)
today i was at work and bored and i started thinking about upcoming possible game announcement stuff.

then i thought, oh hey, insomniac games could have something, they have at least 3 teams for making games... wouldn't that be cool.

then like 2 minutes later i looked at my phone to find a txt from twitter that was insomniac announcing a new ratchet & clank game. and i was like FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

it was the best timing EVERRRRRRRRRRR.

im excited. also apparently there is a rumor sucker punch might have something for e3. i shouldn't get excited about rumors but if its from sucker punch i hope its infamous and if it is there will be so much fangirling. so much that it might be a danger to me and people around me. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

i think im going to install a count down widget for the sony panel on my phone.


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