yes omg look what happened i woke up today and then this
( VIDEOS UNDER HERE FOR NEW ALL STARS CHARACTERS THAT ARE RELEVANT TO MY INTERESTS )

SUDDENLY I NEED THIS GAME MORE THAN I NEED ANYTHING. ok now all that's left on my all stars wishlist is MOAR INSOMNIAC. ratchet & clank and something from resistance. PREFERRABLY NATHAN HALE but im not sure how many shooter characters they can add w/o it getting stale so i will take a chimera if they don't do hale. JUST SOMETHING GDI.

also i see a lot of people asking for crash bandicoots and spyro and THIS WOULD BE COOL bcuz then all the insomniac and all the naughty dog, but my only problem with this is that they are using the newest costumes for each of these characters (like Jak is Jak 3, and Cole is inFamous 2/etc) so im thinking if they did they'd probs use the fugly new spyro and derp crash AND I DNW. so thats my only problem with that.

but srsly all stars, needs more insomniac and then i will love you forever.

also what else uhm I LIKE THAT COLE'S DEFAULT IN THIS TRAILER IS HERO COLE? that's kind of cool. hero cole is canon dont even question me i am hoping there is alternate costume for original inFamous cole because inFamous 2 cole still has a stupid face. i will never be over it

also in the jak trailer radec uses the stahl arms arc canon and i think i peed a little when i realized it. EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS GAME IS AMAZING.

E3 IS TOMORROW. I'M SO EXCITED. You can't even comprehend. well maybe you can by the amount of times i've mentioned it.

but i'm posting this to make my list of HOPES AND DREAMS to come out of this. some of these are unlikely, some of them aren't... and some of them are just LOL IN YOUR DREAMS. but i can hope ok.
( I LEIK VIDYA GAMES )

( i was way too amused by this so i have to share it )

this post has no purpose i was just way too amused by that.

the end.

you guys ive written 14 fics ranging from 2-5 pages each for this one ship that no one likes from a game no one has played.

and i keep getting more ideas.

i've literally never done this before with anything ;_______;

well unless rp counts bcuz i probs have like 900001 pages of infamoose rp in that case. my cole is so canon you guys dont even know and another 500 pages of dxhr rp lollolo

but that's completely unrelated.

MY ENTIRE LIFE I JUST DONT EVEN.

also i cant stop listening to this song. it was in my music library for like ever and today i put on a random playlist of songs i rated high but hadn't listened to much AND HOLY CRAP THIS SONG IS LIKE DRUGS IN MUSIC FORM TO ME. it just wont stop being on repeat. help.

bonus: be amazed at how my tiny cat can take up 50% of my bed

you guys.

last night i was trying to play MOAR jak x because it's my life suddenly and like the R2 button (THE TURBO BOOST BUTTON IN THE GAME) was getting stuck to the point where it was ruining my races because my character would be like IDK HOW TO TURBO LOOLOLLOOLOLOL and then everyone and their dog would pass me and it was lame in a bun.

AND THEN I WAS LIKE!!!!1 IM GONNA OPEN THIS CONTROLLER AND CLEAN THE BUTTONS. THEN IT WONT STICK ANYMOAR.

so i opened it up and it was the most disgusting inside.

i am never buying another used controller ever. :'c I usually buy my stuff new but I was late to the ps2 land and I got it used at Gamestop like a year ago I guess. The dust and grime inside the controller was nothing like I'd seen. I don't know if they rolled the thing in dirt at some point or not??

i mean look at these, and how it just gets worse:
first glance inside. note the dust on the cord inside the controller.
gross analogue stick
THE GROSSEST BUTTON I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. q-tips would hardly pull the grime off that X button. I just..... HOW DO YOU EVEN MANAGE TO GET THIS MUCH SHIT CAKED INSIDE YOUR CONTROLLER!?

the most disgusting thing about this is that i realized i had been actually PLAYING GAMES WITH THIS MONSTER for this long without realizing how gross it was inside.

it took nearly 20 q-tips and almost 2 hours to clean that controller.

and if it doesn't fix my button sticking issues in Jak X I'm just gonna throw it against a wall.

i made this a while ago. He's tiny. Like maybe 3inches tall. He also took way too long to make and still exploded my arm. YAY ME. There's a wire armature inside him too, but I don't like posing him much (BCUZ IM TERRIFIED OF RUINING IT (my life lol)) but yeah. BTW IF YOU CAN'T TELL ITS DAVID SARIF FROM DXHR BECAUSE HE'S SO COOL NO ONE CAN DENY. obvs older men turn into the most kawaiidesu artsy crafty things. NO ONE QUESTION ME. the only thing im sad about is that making him was way harder/more time consuming to make than i originally thought. the good news is that i didn't spend any money on supplies for him. i already had all that fabric sitting around as scraps *_* except his vest was fabric i colored slightly...but it worked i think.

and i also got these in the mail. And they are super cute and I want moar Sackboy as so-and-so keychains. Jak & Daxter ones exist, because I've seen PHOTOS, so im waiting for them to show up...and there's killzone ones too. i need them.

yesterday i pulled the cutscenes off my Jak X game and made slightly over 500 caps of them. yeah i just what.

there is definitely nothing wrong with that, right?

aaaaaaand i actually started writing something. yay for me? :D

i did some shopping today even though i shouldn't have. i got some things. Though everything I got was relatively cheap. YOU CAN TELL WHAT I AM CURRENTLY INTO RIGHT NOW, CAN'T YOU!?

uhhhhh yeah i beat all the games in the jak collection already. i still need to collect the orbs for jak 2 and jak 3 though for the platinum trophies. it will probably make me want to flip tables because some of the junk they want you to do for them are annoying as hell but ...................trophies.

but then i got jak x and daxter today (AS YOU SEE) and it took like 900 gamestops to find them (ok 6...) and every place had Daxter but no place had it with a case, and idc if I only paid $2 for it (yes two whole dollars) i want that case. >:I but then the last gamestop i went to i gave up and was like WHATEVER I'LL JUST BUY IT WITHOUT THE CASE but then the copy he pulled out from behind the counter was like a brand new case (with manual even) and i was like HOLYCRAP and it was an exciting day. also jak x was $5. and then i noticed on the back of jak x (and daxter) it says you can connect daxter to it and unlock extra junk in jak x. OH GOODIE. idek what it is but im kind of excited about this. FREE THINGS YEY.

then i also cleaned off a shelf on my desk that had 900 old CDs on it (AND FLOPPY DISKS. I FOUND FLOPPY DISKS!!!!!! my computer doesnt even have a floppy drive...) and i threw all that crap away and made room for PONIES. in my head this shelf would have fit all my ponies and still had room for more but somehow it didn't turn out that way.... :| my friend has 2 more fashion style ponies for me rn too. ....i have no idea how im going to fit them on this shelf.

YEP SO IDK. im not even tired but i should go to bed.

also look how terrifying that Daxter figurine I got is. idk if anyone on my flist has played jak and daxter?! (i am so late to this dont judge me) but ...i...i don't really like daxter. i desperately wanted to like him but i just couldn't. D: i have no idea why but... ugh.

anyway idk things video games ponies lalallalalalal