So anyway. I been dying to play more fallout 3 but I just haven't had the time or the right state-of-mind to get into it again for right now. So in the mean time I just sit on the internet and do everything in the universe that relates to it.

Damn, I seriously need some kind of fallout 3 rehab program or something. FFFF.

Anyway, yea I planned like all last week to spend ALL OF TODAY playing fallout 3 hardcore times, man. Last time I played it was Saturday.. or Friday... and I tried to play through this one mission but ended up playing through a lot slower than I thought I would and didn't get to bed until 2:30am or something. I was kind of mad at myself for letting myself stay up that late. I mean you can save the game in the middle of the gameplay WHEREVER but I hate doing that in the middle of missions because I feel like it'd be harder to hop back into it in the middle of a firefight or something.

So yea... then I ended up being groggy and tired for work and it turned out to be busy as ever so running on low-energy + super busy = horrible horrible day.

In addition to that, on Saturday (the busiest day of all) my hands decided to rebel against me and dried out super hardcore. By the end of the day it felt like 900 paper cuts all over the backs of my hands. It was the land of burning and itching... it was magical. One of my knuckles keeps cracking and bleeding over and over. I put some lotion on under a bandaid last night and this morning it looks a little better.. sorta. I can move my finger without it bleeding at least.

So then yesterday I thought I was coming down with a cold, OHOHOHO I was not far off. I am sick. Today was also 80 degrees or something. UGGHHH today = day of crappy fail.

I sat around on my computer ALL day... looking at stupid youtube videos of fallout 3 glitches and trying to see if its possible to mod the game with the ps3 version.

SO BASICALLY RIGHT NOW, I LIVE BREATHE AND EAT FALLOUT 3. I is need rehab plz.

But yeah I didn't play today cuz my head feels like a foggy warzone of fail. That doesn't bother me as much as the sore throat though. luckily it feels to be going away now, just turning into that deep-lung cough I always always always get whenever I get sick.

I THOUGHT I AVOIDED GETTING SICK THIS WINTER, I THOUGHT I DID! FFFFF.